xxsamanthalee

today was one of those days. Although it's the weekend, I didn't get any sleep last night. I got up with Lexi at midnight. Ryan Surprisingly got up with her at 3am, but then I got up with her at 7am, and 8am. Since Ryan was up I figured I'd get to sleep, but then at 10:30am he just let her whine until I got up with her. I got frustrated and said "Yep, I'll get her." and he told me not to bitch at him, that he "didn't appriciate it." Then, instead of me getting to take a nap sometime in the day, he did because "he wasn't feeling good." I've had a migrane since 7 this morning and HE'S not feeling good? I asked him if he'd put the sheet on th

I thought babies made people grow up, but I guess that assumption is false. I've had a constant headache since week 2 of Lexi's life. Lack of sleep and food are the cause. I thought a baby was something a couple shared the responsibility for. I thought wrong. I get up with her at night, I spend all day at home with her, I take her to her doctors appointments. Even when he's home he doesn't make an effort to help or give me even a small enough break to take a shower or make myself something to eat. His excuse: "I'm tired, I work all day." What about on the weekends? Couldn't he give me a hand on the weekends? Maybe give me a day to go out